Although it was supposed to happen, Although i had prepared myself for this . But even though if you are prepared to the fullest few things are so painful that they leave you with a feeling of happiness .
Just yesterday when Rimmi left i had that feeling . She had kind of glitter which always used to made me smile . Although i used to be hard on her sometimes , but she was the one whom i loved the most . And why wont i since the day she was born and till today she had been with me .
I will tell you seeing a child grow from nothing to such a naughty thing is really astonishing . Just a few years back she was a toddler and now , now she used to ask me "Chachu will you race with me ?" . Of course i had to loose , but that feeling of loosing with her is one of a kind , which i love and cherish for always . I wish i would have gathered a few more memories . But as they say "A human is always greedy and self-centered " .
And what to say about my BigB , he is one of a guy whom even if describe is always less . I know i haven't done things which you wanted (And no doubt you have always supported in everything i did or wanted to ) . You are one of the brother whom i respect to the core . Your sacrifices and thoughtfulness are beyond description and i will always cherish them to excel in life .
Bhabhji you are the one who criticized for my wrongs and today i am realizing that there was a concern in that too . You always made sure i don't get the wrong way , and silently knew almost everything about my relationships , crushes and all :-) .
I don't know how am i going to spend my next phase of life without you people , its going to be tough i can realize it on the first day itself . But you people have shaped me , you people are the reason what i am today and what i will be in the future . Without you people , without your sacrifices i would have lived a life somewhere in the village and dreamt of a life which i am currently living .
Thanks and will always miss you people .
